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I just don't know
  • Listening to: My heart
UGH Universities
UGH degrees
UGH growing up.
It was so much easier when I had nothing to do.

Spoken like a true bum

Nowadays, academics seem far less important that they've used to
I'm only scared that I don't make the grade
and face the consequences

Other than that

I'd rather watch football (GO AZKALS) than study the spread of disease,
how to market shizz and how to live my life.

This is insane
This is madness

THIS IS UNIVERSITY.

And I'm being such a lost sheep :|
(ok fine I'll start working after I scan a few artworks here)

Oh and I've joined a contest quietgirl.net/2011/07/quiet-gi…
it's by Valerie Chua (aka green-tea here on DA :D) green-tea.deviantart.com/
I wish I could win a moleskine notebook, aside from it being a great little pocket notebook of wonders...
I'd like to treat myself once it a while.

Give myself a pat at the back
For all the shizz I am putting up with
And for the journey that lies ahead.
At least I have something to spend blessed idle time with
(LOL FOREVER PRODUCTIVE AGH)
I miss drawing a whole lot, I don't have much time for it at the moment
But with this little notebook, I'd make time for even the smallest sparks of inspiration.

Heehee

Back to Football, back to life, check back here sometime next next week :D
  • Listening to: My heart
Ho hum.

and sometimes I wish I were drawing with you.
  • Listening to: My heart
Gad I miss Sora from Kingdom Hearts
Preferrably KH2 because I remember him more that way.

Gad I miss Sora.

:)))
SORAAAAAAAAAAAA  I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU AND YOUR STUPID BIG HAIR AND FEET :))





/End of Fangirlness


Or is it?
:)))
  • Listening to: Fangirly screams for Tokio Hotel
  • Reading: EMA 2010 updates
I WANT TOKIO HOTEL TO WIN BEST WORLD STAGE.
THAT IS ALL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAG /dies

Heard a lot that they might not even be there at the Award Show because they are in America and it's a long way from America to Madrid
but I beg to differ
or something

I get to watch the telecast in Asia on Nov. 8 at 9pm
but I'd already know by then who are the winners since the MTV EMA's will be televised all over Europe today at 9pm.

Bitte Tokio Hotel Bitte
Ich habe fuer euch 7427743027572375757327507235907325 gevotet auf dem EMA webpage LOLOL ORZ
mein Herz. :))) HAHHAAHAHAAHHAHAHAA
Ich will Tokio Hotel bei EMA 2010 auf Fern gesehennnnnnnn :)))

I wanna see them on TVVVVVVVV like all the 3 EMA's BEFORE :)))
AAAAAAAAAAAAGh
/dies and I have school tomorrow
SHAHDLKAHHFLASF
Good luck to all the artists but I'm gonna be gay and selfish to say I want Tokio Hotel to win! :)))) AAAHAHAHHAAAAA~
  • Listening to: Ageha - MUCC
  • Reading: Kuroshitsuji
Having the biggest crush ever.

All I can do about it is draw and be inspired by him...sorta.
:))
  • Listening to: Jyuni Shinhou no Yukei -Asian Kung Fu Generation
  • Watching: FMA Brotherhood
Ok Ok Ok OK




FMA BROTHERHOOD IS ENDING SOON NO MOTHAEFFERSLOLZNO!
:))

oh well

it was fun while it lasted... BUT I'M JUST ABOUT TO GET HYPER :(
and I reinstalled my tablet... but
MY COREL PAINTER WON'T INSTALL cuz..
I HAVE LOST MY SERIAL NUMBER AND NAME :(
UGH.

:iconedward-elric:
  • Listening to: For what it's worth - Placebo
  • Watching: AHP SEASON 2
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMYGOD I MISSED YOU MY LONG FORSAKEN GILBERT TOKIO HOTEL HETALIA AND RANDOM DA...

AAAAAAAAAAHIH+HIHIHIHIHHIHH ARE WE GONNA HAVE SOME FUN THIS YEAR.


omgad I Think I've unlocked my inner GILBERT WEILSCHMIDT.

HETALIA SEASON 2 HAS TAKEN ME IN HDSLKHASHS
  • Listening to: Human - The Killers
  • Watching: FMA Brotherhood
  • Playing: with my reality check
Hello world >D
  • Listening to: Butterfly Boy -SuG
Merry xmas ( lolz early greeting though) XD

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I think I should help out my folks stuff the turkey and all ...mash some potatoes and such...
gonna have some dinner party... My weekend has been filled with parties O_O and I actually think that I've had Japanese food for 2 straight days! XD

Oh well... at least I'm also on a Christmas break.
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hahaha strange thought crossed my mind a few seconds ago:

One day a kid told his MOMMA
" MOMMA look! It's Santa Claaaaaauuuusssss!"

Then pissed off Momma shot back with
" That's not Santa Clause Foo'! That's a TUB OF RED LARD! ...FOO'!""

teehee
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  • Watching: me make a fool outta myself
not for any longer.
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In other news:
Another university exam is coming up this saturday. I really hope I don't freak out like the last time.   Thank God that university is really close by ( well to my house and all XD)
......I'm gonna bring more than the needed number of pencils again >D HOO HAAA!

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ich wünsche daß mein Vater ist hier ...
es gibt zu viel Problems
mein Herz will explodieren...
scheiße.
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oh and hahahahahhaha MINIMOYS!!!
man <3 that movie *_*
plus points cuz the german version has Bill as the voice of Arthur but then again O_O I am so drawn to those minimoys... THEY LOOK SOFT AND WARM


I NEED ONE!!! AAAAAAAAAAGH!
O_________________________O


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  • Listening to: Monster-Meg and Dia
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn
I'm tired.








really tired.





and I need rest.







other than that .... I think my eyes are sagging. ._.
  • Listening to: 9 in the afternoon
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Drinking: milk
hahahahhaha gah off to my cousin's wedding
*_________* in some 15 minutes
lolz oooh ARE  YOU SMARTER THAN A 5th grader?! god that show is weird but LOLZ the dude on tv is up for the 1 MILLION DOLLARS QUESTION o_o SHIZ AND ITS ASTRONOMY...... o__________________o





hhahahahah i have makeup tralalalallalalalalallaa and I'm wearing the lovely silver dress which I love so much.   *sigh*
butbutbutbut oh yeah i got tagged soooooooooo hereeeeeeee

So here´s the rule for this tag...


~1. Post these rules.

~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.

~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.

~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. (Waaaaay too lazy for that -_-)

~5. No tag-backs.

1.I have lost my baby fat in my stomach in a week due to the water diet
2 I daydream about the weirdest things.
3. I am not green ( I'm pink actually XD)
4. I believe that no one understood the 3rd fact XD
5. I FREAKIN LOVE TOKIO HOTEL AND BILL KAULITZ AND ALL THOSE SHIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
*dies*
5. I plan to make the best halloween design EVER
6. I am stiuffed with food *_*
7. My hair has not grown for more than 6 months... I think...wtf
8. I HAVE TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*runs*
  • Listening to: 9 in the afternoon
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Drinking: milk
Just one of those good 'ol LSS( last song syndrome)

and the lucky song for todayyyyy is...9 in the afternoon by Panic! AT THE DISCO XD
I've been singing this from 9pm to well...while I type this journal actually XDXDXD
lalalalalalallalaaaaaaaaaaaaa

cuz it's nine in the afternoon
your eyes are the size of the moon
you could so you can so you dooooo~
and we're feeling so good
just the way that we should
when it's nine in the afternoooonnnn~



oh and hahahah just started reading Twilight XD hahahah yea I know...I'm lame and so behind XD
yep and I borrowed it from mah buddeh XD

I'm one step closer to firguring out why girls go gaga for Edward... XDXD This better be gooooddd >D

okie it's really late over here
and dark(mommy>_< )
night night people XD
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ich habe eine Zugenbrecher XDXD ich finde diese ganz..... naja... komisch XD
acht alte Armeisen assen am Abends Ananas

lulz das war leicht aber die zweite ist....mehr kompliziert o_o
Allergischer Algerier, Algerier Allergiker
( ja, ich denke mann muss diese schnell wiederholen. viel spass >D)

die letzte ist furchtbar schwierig X_X ( Meine Zunge ist kaputt)
Der dicke dachdecker deckte das dicke Dach
Dann trug der dicke Dachdecker, die dicke Dame durch den dicken Dreck
Dann dankte die dicke Dame dem dicken Dachdecker,dass der dicke Dachdecker die dicke Dame durch den Dreck trug.

ok es ist wirklich spät hier@_@ und dunkel( ich habe angst>_<)
guten nacht leute XD
  • Listening to: I know- Placebo
  • Reading: Deutsch Handbook and dictionary ^_^;;;;
  • Watching: Bild.de video O____O GOOOOOO BILL!!! O_O
  • Playing: I WANT MY WII TO BE CONVERTED! RAWWR!
  • Eating: ice cream
yep got them done XD wooot got my ears pierced ( my ears are now officially devirginized XDXD)

not as bad as I thought it would be and ummm I picked out a pair of pretty studs to wearrrrrr XDXDXDXDXD
lalalalallaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm a girl lolololololzzzzzzzzzzz well that's the first thing my mom told me after the whole ear piercing process( which was .....less than a minute)


I can't wait to get those earrings with those crosses <3

and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and.......I can't take off the studs for 6 weeks... darn...I'm just wondering now how to sleep with those thingys in my ears O_O




and somewhere out there ....



OMGKSFJKFASJKGFJKGAJKGSFKJGSFKGSFGASFGSAFASFHSFKHSAFIOAWHOWYIHFHFSLKHSFLKH KLSHKLSHFLHSAFLKHSAFLKHSFLKHASFKLHSFKLHSFKLHSFLHSF

SFKLHFSLKHSFLKHLASFHSFHHSFA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

JUST GOT TO SEE A VID IN WHICH BILL ACTUALLY TALKS AFTER A LONG TIME OF NOT APPEARING IN THE PRESS....TALKING AND ALL THOSE SORTA SHIZZ HSDLHASLHSFLHSFLHSHLA HE GOT KINDA CHUBBY(bad tomi XD) BUT I DO NOT EFFIN CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
SDJSHDHSFHASHFSLAHFHSHFSHSFLHSF OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMKGOGOMGOMGDSHNSGHDLHLSFHSAHFHSFHSFLHSFKLHSFKLHSF
FSAGFGLASHLHSAKLFHHFKLHFKLHFLHAFHASFHSH WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
YEA AND HE TALKS AS FAST AS A CHOO CHOO TRAIN LIKE CHUGCHUGCHUGCHUGCHUGCHUCGCHUGCHUGCHUGCHUICG O_O
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH *twitch* XDI WONDER IF HE TYPES FAST TOO OR SOMETHING DOES HE RUN FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST ????*twitch*


I DO NOT NEED HELP XD

I just need to be loved ok? XD HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA









hehehe...


hihihi

kekeke

LOL.





*goes into stalker mode again*

~Er kann sprechen~ ~Er kann singen~ ~ Und dann er kann fliegen......hmmmm ok vielleicht noch nicht XDXDXD~
  • Listening to: Verschwende dich nicht -Madsen
  • Reading: Deutsch Handbook and dictionary ^_^;;;;
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: I WANT MY WII TO BE CONVERTED! RAWWR!
  • Eating: ice cream
Just progressing through the rest of my summer and *twitches* nearing the days of my *twitch* review classes in May.    *twitch* I think DA needs a twitching smiley. XDXDXD *twitch*(ok I'll stop now X3)

wooooooot I've actually joined my mom and some other friendly middle aged women for some exercise classes XDXDXD The instructor lady teaches Thai boxing O_O( moowhahahhahahahahahahahaa) the ChaCha( >D Ariba XD) and some breakdancing but it seriously fun HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

M-W-F are spent for German lessons <3 weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee  
I really enjoy the classes and and and and and my teacher is really reallly patient with my weirdness ( she even knows of my TH obsession and and and and she isn't freaked out....I think XDXDXD)
did I mention she's REALLY TALL O_O like 5'7ft or sumthin O_O

gah I think I've stunned my growth O_O

haven't been drawing much....(O_O oopsies)
but I'm gonna get right to it XDXD

oh and I'm getting my ears pierced tomorrow since I have virgin ears HAHAHAHAHAHh I don't have those friggin earring holes HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

they say that they'll use a gun to pierce my ears... WTF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH


oohhh who knows good movies??? LOLZ "Prom Night" just premiered here a few days ago and I'm wondering if it's a movie worth watching XDXD

actually I'm wanting to see another Saw movie XDXD MOOWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

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Hallo Leute, hier ich schreibe auf Deutsch. Hoffentlich mein Deutsch ist richtig und man kann es verstehen >_< aber entschuldingung wenn der Sätze sind schlecht( oder ganz scheiße XDXDXD)

In Realität, ich finde die Review klasse ...ganz langweilig.   Das gefällt mir nicht. X____X
ich hasse die Mathematik für immer! O____________O Und im Mai ich muss zu der Review Klasse gehen am Montag bis Freitag..... jede Woche!!!! O_________________o (NEIN!!!! NEIN NEIN NEINNNNNNNNNNNN ..... scheiße...>_<)

DOCH

ich kann bis Mittag schlafen. XD Die Klassen anfangen in der Nachmittags.

T^T ich vermisse meine Kindheit ~@____@~

Ich mag die Deutsche Klassen XDXD ja ...sie sind nicht so leicht aber sie machen mir viel spaß.   Die Lehrerin ist ganz gut und sie ist   so freundlich.  ( und ganz groß ._. aber ich bin ganz klein....Nien, das Milch kann nicht mehr mir helfen X_X)

hmmmmmmmm welche ist ein gut Film? ich sehe ein Film mit der Titel PROM NIGHT.    Ist das ein gut Film oder?
(Und Kennen sie das Film DIE WELLE? Wo kann ich dies Film mit Englischer Untertitels downloaden?)
aber ich mag das Flim Saw( Saw 1-4 XD ganz geiles Films)



und ja ich glaube dass ich muss malen jetzt..XDXD
  • Listening to: Leb die Sekunde- Tokio Hotel&lt;3
  • Reading: GZSZ and Operation updates
  • Watching: myself scream with joy
  • Eating: Diet !!!!
GAH EVERYHING BAD IS ENDING JUST LIKE THE FINANCIAL STATEMENT I HAD TO EFFIN RE-DO ALL OVR AGAIN AND THE STRESS AND THE CONSTANT WAKING UP EARLY SCHEME AND











OMAHGAD BILL'S OPERATION WAS OKAY AND NOTHING BAD HAPPENED AND YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

GANZ GENAU. ICH BIN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ULTRAAAAAAAAA SUPERRRRRRR GANZ GANZ GANZ GANZ GANZ GANZ (über? lolz can i use that word here? looks at notes* hmmmmmm XD) GLück XD


HMMM AND IN OTHER NEWS XDXDXD

hahahahha me and my friends went out today hahahah and ATE THIS GIGANTIC ICE CREAM OF HEAVENLY GOODNESS

obviously because of its immense size, not to mention numerous gummi worms and ice cream scoops..( 6 scoops diff icecream diff flavors X3) oh and a VERY HEALTHY SHARING of WHIPPED CREAM XDXD we couldn't even finish it...we got to gorge on 3/4 or was that a quarter of it ...I think XDXD and I had the worst brain freeze ever.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I'll never look at iceceam the same way again XD


oh i'm actually gonna attend make up class XD weeeeeee sounds so fun and I'm all amped for it XD  I GET TO LEARN HOW TO PUT ON MAKEUP HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH *dies*
smokey eyes smokey eyes smokey eyes.... sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet <3

and I shall official diet today hahahahahah

*is shot *

wah


and ummmmm....  weeeeeeee <3
weee for luck
weee for happyness
and weeeee for .... wee wee HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA


yeah and I was searching for that Gothic Lolita Bible( a goth loli magazine from Japan) in one bookstore called Fully Booked ( in Promenade XD) but couldn't find it .... darn

oh wellz...

*runs and tries to find stuff...again * XD
  • Listening to: Guren- The GazettE
  • Watching: Alice Nine videos &lt;3
  • Eating: Diet !!!!
hey guys XD

ummm can someone please explain what is a WIP

whats a VECTOR

and how do people do those realistic painting things on either painter or photoshop XD

Thanks <3

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wooohooo going over to a friend's house for some good old partying XD PIZZAS and stuff

and yush 1.5 Liters of COKE AND SPRITE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

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ooohh who has a tutorial or know how to do smokey eyes... but for monolids XDXD

weeeee better go buy those sodas now XD
  • Listening to: Superhelden sterben nicht- J&ouml;rn Schl&ouml;nvo
  • Eating: Diet !!!!
HAHHAHAHAHAH MY JOURNAL ENTRY TITLE IS SOOOOOO DEEP AND MOVING HUH?!

MOOOWHAHAHAHHAAH
*is shot*

X_X


anywayz

YESH I FINALLY HAVE THE TIME( ALL THE TIME IN FACT) TO DRAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW STUFFFFFFFFFF

AND MEN

AND NEKKID ANIMALS
AND
AND STUFF
AND <3 PEOPLE XDXD  woooooooo *nosebleed*

bt more importantly its summer beak once again

actually the last one I'll be having (GAH) before I get sent to college/university

shizz

aber egal ....

doesn't matter
I'll make the most of this summer XD
nyahahaha the Thailand trip was a headstart and I wonder what I'll be doing next XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

as far as I know I'm supah hyper meeeeeehhhhhhnnnnnn
like yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
woooo look at all those purrrtttyyy colorsss
XDXD

okhay I hefta get back to drawing <3




weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
  • Listening to: Superhelden sterben nicht- J&ouml;rn Schl&ouml;nvo
  • Eating: Diet !!!!
Thailand <3 heading over there tomorrow XD

Flight's at 7:00 am ...man that's early O_O
nonetheless

hahahhahah I have this habit of loading myself with those in flight goodies( yea I know its illegal to steal the merchandise but but but they are handy!! and I want more free peanuts and in flight magazines!!!)  
oh and I often ponder how high are the heels of those stewardesses XD...I used to want to be one but naaaaaaaahhhh XDXD

and my height sorta gave me an answer... T^T just 4 more inches!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!

Thailand.... land of awesome food awesome malls awesome people( MAN THEY HAVE STYLE XD) and awesome HOTELSSS YESHHHHHHH MORE FREE STUFF!!! HKLADHLAHSLHASFHASKHSHFHAFS


I think I'll bring home the entire fruit bowl now... X3
Big plans for summerXD (woot summer break oh yeah!)

-Finish Learning German
-Draw Draw Draw (Realism, abstract,manga and poetry analysis)
-GET THINNER LIKE HECK YEA
-Cut my hair... if ever it does grow longer XDXD
I can't believe it... it's been almost a year and my hair is still at shoulder length! it ain't growing!!!
-study for college entrance exams....>_________< why?!?!??!?!
-Learn to cook( since I suck at it)
-Get out of the house
( Join in my pilgrimage to arcades!!!* rise up my people! XD)


well that's that XD better hit the sack... lolz rhymes XD

I hope I can see Visual kei people over at Thailand <3 WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE sooooo high over VK XD
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lolz yeap am here in Thailand now... boy everything here's awesooommmee lolz! and there was tea time in the hotel with loads of scones and chocolates XD yum ^_^

gwah unpacking X_XI didn't know that I crammed so much stuff into my mailman bag ....gah now that I 've gotten some of my stuff out... they're all crumpled and or squished X_X

*some TH disaster*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGh Bill has laryngitisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss X_________________________X
and TH had to cancel their concert in Portugal too O_O but they'll hold another one on June 29th and the tickets last march 16 ( I think) will still be valid by then

gah I heard so much versions:
like Bill coughed up blood...( wait isn't that tuberculosis... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGhX_X)
his entire throat is inflammed
he can barely speak
and he's rushed back to Germany to see a specialist X_X

</3 poor guy hope he gets well soon ....

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lolz well trying to figure out what to do in my hotel room.... ermmmmmm I wonder if they have an ipod charger somewhere... XD